Broken.

I get lost, i come up gasping for air, trying to clutch, hold on onto anything that would save me from this feeling of emptiness. Anything. I tell myself time and time again this will pass, everything will be fine in the end. But do the scars ever disappear? We forgive, but do we forget? All i want is to be happy. With you. Meaningless fights, hurtful squabbles, they don't do us any good, do they? I know its my fault to start with, but i can't help it, and i need understanding. I need you to trust me. I need you to believe in me. And be there for me. Its okay if its not physical. Just emotionally. Even if you are drained. 

You make me happy like no one else can. You are my other half. Without you, i am incomplete. I know this deep down in my soul. Its not baseless childish teenager talk, i know i can never love another like i love you.

These days, its faith that keeps me going. 

laughs.

forcing laughter, faking smiles, i wonder how long this would hold up.

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HELLO PIGS

I FEEL THE NEED TO TYPE IN CAPS HAHA. THERE'S THIS PEPSI AD I TELL YOU I PRACTICALLY BURST OUT LAUGHING WATCHING IT. GO WATCH GO WATCH.  I AM MULTITASKING YAY IM WATCHING JIA HAO YUE YUAN I THINK ITS BTR THAN TANG XIN FENG BAO! IM TRYING TO LEARN AI BU JIU FROM JHYY ON THE PIANO BUT ITS DARN DIFFICULT SAVE ME. NOW THAT EOYS ARE OVER MY MONEY IS DEPLETING RAPIDLY. LIK I USED UP MY WHOLE WEEK'S ALLOWANCE TODAY(MONDAY?!) AND IM GOING SENTOSA TMR! I HAVE TO DIG OUT FROM MY PIGGY BANK POOR THING --> :( :(  I NEED TO GET TANNER MY FACE IS WHITE AND IT LOOKS MORE SCREWED THAN EVER(YOU'LL FIND OUT WHEN YOU SEE ME I HOPE YOU DONT) OH I SAW PEI IN THE MORN I SCREAMED AT HER SO SHE SCREAMED AND WEILIN SAID WE SHOCKED TWO YEAR ONES WHO JUMPED LIK JUMPED. WENT KBOX TODAY TOTALLY PIA-ED ALL OF US WE OWNZZZZXZZ IM GOING T HAVE SORE THROAT. ANYW.

 

THIS IS  REALLY (Y)(Y)(Y) DID I MENTION I LIKE CARTOONS I CAUGHT IT ON 3D JUST NOW! HAHA THE SHOW IS DAMN COOL I WANT ICE CREAM SNOWBALLLLL.

OKAY THIS POST IS DAMN RANDOM I JUST NEED TO GET THESE OFF CAUSE OBVIOUSLY NO ONE WANTS ME TO RATTLE ON TO THEM BOUT STUPID STUFF I THINK IM GETTING LAMER BY THE DAYS OMG GNA CHOOSE SUBJ COMBI ALR IM SUPER OLD!! OMGGGGG I NEED TO GET TANNER AND MY HAIR TO GROW.